Archive for November, 2011

365 days is just the beginning of many more awesome days with you.

For our first anniversary, we have celebrated it at Sunway Lagoon. We didn’t plan it at all. It happened all of a sudden. At first I was planning to have a dinner at Garden or maybe we can have a karaoke together (So far kami tidak pernah berkaraoke) and probably walk around at shopping complex. But it had changed right after Ritzuan asked me to go to Genting Highland. I was like “Are you serious?” and Yes! He was serious but at the end of the time, all tickets had been sold out! So, he decided to go to Sunway Lagoon. I was excited because I’ve never been there before. I brought my little cute sister, Arina to join with us.


I can see that she was so happy on that time. For the first time, I tried  something that I never try before like Roller Coaster and Pirate’s Revenge. Okay, I know that I’m kind of ketinggalan zaman. Oh My God! Those things have made my heart blowing up! Seriously!. I felt like I was willing to kill myself by playing those things especially Pirate’s Revenge! I still remember  the time when we walked along the bridge, it was sweetest thing ever. I was scared then he tried to persuade me as if he tried to protect me. I hold his hand tightly, I knew it was hurt but he said nothing.

I’m so glad that he liked the gift that I gave to him. I can see the sincere smile upon his face. It became wider and wider. I love to see when he smiles. He also had given me something that I wished one day I could get it from someone special. I don’t wanna but it myself. And he had fulfilled my wish. Hee. Suka sangat!  Actually, it is a big teddy bear. It is so cute. His name is ‘Bebear’. I brought him to accompany me during I sleep. Now he’s in my room. I love Bebear coz when I’m starting to hug him, automatically I will get sleep. You see, how magic it is. Haha. Thanks so much B for the comel montel bebear.  I’ll take care of it okay.


Alhamdulillah. Syukur. For today, Our relationship has reached one year already!!! I’m glad that we both have gone through all ups and downs, bad and good times together. Now we know how to manage relationship conflicts and creating a better relationship. Love brought me and Ritzuan together as loving couple and gave each of him a best friend for life. B, there is no feeling more comforting and consoling than knowing you are right next to me. Thank you so much for the unlimited and infinity love that you give to me. I love you so much. May today be filled with happy memories of the past and bright hopes for the future.
My love is unconditional,
So unlike the setting sun,
because my heart will shine forever,
for me, you’ll always be the one.
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No happy ever after..just disaster

First of all, you guys have already known about my post title up there, don’t get me wrong okay! I’m so happy with my Ritzuan. Haha. This time, i’m not talking about my relationship but the thing that i’m goin to talk is about my favourite song. It’s DISASTER by Jojo. This song is about someone who is really into love so badly. The situation is like when someone has given everything they have to their loved one then at the end of the day all she or he has is nothing! No love anymore but pain. Of course i know how it feels like. It’s full of pain. Haha. Whocares! I already moved on with my new boy. 

I love Jojo instead of Demi Lovato. Oh my, Demi Lovato is one of my favourite singers too! Jojo and Demi Lovato have one common thing that is they were born to be a damn good singer. I love them so much. Actually, i’m waiting for them to held a concert in Malaysia. It must be the coolest concert ever right. I can imagine it! I realize that Jojo looks sexier now. Haha. Of course right and same goes to Demi Lovato. She looks more sexier than before. Everybody’s getting matured isn’t it?
You know what, I’ve been listening to this song almost hundreds time. This song will accompany me in everywhere i go. Trust me! I really addicted with this song right now. Not just it is because of the lyrics but the melody and the singer itself, the way Jojo sings that song has blown me away. Haha. You guys should listen to this song. You guys gonna like it.

Jojo’s brand new song. Disaster.

“Disaster”

I’m trying not to pretend,
It won’t happen again and again like that.
I never thought it would end,
’cause you got up in my head, in my head like that.
And made me happy, baby, love is crazy,
So amazing, but it’s changing, rearranging,
I don’t think I can take anymore

[Chorus:]
‘Cause the walls burned up and our love fell down,
And it turned into whatever, now we’re saying never.
Feel the fire ’cause it’s all around,
And it’s burning for forever and always.
You gotta let it go the other way
And live for another day,
’cause it ain’t the same, my baby.
Watch it all falling to the ground.
No happy ever after ‒ just disaster.

I didn’t want it this way,
I only wanted to say I loved you right.
But now you’re walking away,
And leaving me here to stay,
So foolish of me to wait for you to realize
All the things I gave you, made you,
Changed you, your dreams came true
When I met you, now forget you,
Don’t want anymore

[Chorus]
‘Cause the walls burned up and our love fell down
And it turned into whatever, now we’re saying never.
Feel the fire ’cause it’s all around,
And it’s burning for forever and always.
You gotta let it go the other way
At least for another day,
Cause it ain’t the same, my baby.
Watch it all falling to the ground.
No happy ever after ‒ just disaster.

You shot the bullet, you shot the bullet that killed me,
Not feeling my heart beat, and now it’s dying.
I am through it, I-I am through the agony,
Now my eyes are drying, drying,
No more crying,
Lying’s just a game.
So disaster strikes,
And I’m alright
’cause my love’s on its way… yeah
Burning up forever and always… yeah

[Chorus:]
‘Cause the walls burned up, and our love fell down,
And it turned into whatever, now we’re saying never.
Feel the fire ’cause it’s all around,
And it’s burning for forever and always.
You gotta let it go the other way
At least for another day,
‘Cause it ain’t the same, my baby.
Watch it all falling to the ground.
No happy ever after ‒ just disaster.

‘Cause the walls burned up, and our love fell down,
And it turned into whatever, now we’re saying never.
Feel the fire ’cause it’s all around,
And it’s burning for forever and always.
You gotta let it go the other way
At least for another day,
‘Cause it ain’t the same, my baby.
Watch it all falling to the ground.
No happy ever after ‒ just disaster, just disaster

Burning for forever and always, yeah.

Tears of happiness.

I felt nervous when i kept thinking about this second semester result. I just can’t predict because i admit that last semester was so hard and i admit that i was so struggle for it. I wanted to give my best in every subject. One word. TIRING. But Allah will pay all of our hardworks. Trust me. Alhamdulillah. Okay. I realized that it would be getting harder as semester goes on and i’m not glad to say that my pointer has dropped down! Like Ritzuan said. “The different is only 1.9!” (I’m talking about my CGPA not GPA) Haha. He calculated so fast. Unfortunately, his girlfriend is such a lembab in Maths. LOL. Alright! For those who know my first semester result, automatically they will know my pointer now. haha. The clue has given there. I do feel sad because of the decreasing of my pointer but but but i still thank to Allah by giving me the best result. I still hold the Dean List title. Alhamdulillah again. =’)
Should i tell you guys what my pointer is? Baiklah, dengan ini saya memberitahu bahawa saya mendapat tiga perpuluhan enam lima for this semester. I promise to my self that i will work more and more and more harder by next semester. There’s one thing that makes me open my eyes, actually it is very important for we to respect our lecturers. It’s not proper to insult lecturers. It’s an essential to get the “berkat” from them who teach us. This world has karma which we can’t be avoided. So, i really wanna change this bad behaviour that trapped into myself. I wanna get rid of it! And become more polite. Like my friend, Asyraf said, “No matter how we hate our lecturers, we need to learn how to like them.”

I know it might not sound like a big deal to anyone else but i am actually proud of myself, i have achieved one thing in this year that i never actually thought i would do. I’m proud of myself because of how i’ve gotten myself here today. Alhamdulillah syukur. =’) These things below are something that i’ve been through and how i handle it. You guys better check this out! =D

irritationmotivationdeterminationinspirationaction

Irritation: … so much shit/bullshit goin on
Motivation: after all of this, something good will come out of it
Determination: the urge to want all this distress to disappear
Inspiration: Find enjoyable things to do when all of this is over
Action: Do what you gotta do.
 Find your inner morality.